ya so i haven't blogged in about a week cuz nothing really has happened.  do you ever feel like you are standing in the middle of nowhere and everything is rushing around you and yet you are stuck, can't move because something tells you that if you do everything will fall apart? ok so i am probably the only one but you can't change the way you feel.  sometimes it seems like my friends have so much going on and then there's me.  i guess i am just being silly.  oh well.  yesterday was connor's bday (he's 7 now) and that was fun.  we also had the math honor society induction ceromony... that was not fun.  so incredibely boring. so um ya... i don't really have much to say. i am going to see some high school play tonight but i don't know what it is. alright i am going to go read. i hope something special happens to you today :-)

xoxoxo (without the kisses), Kiersti

ok so bear with me as i elaborate on this stupid petty pet (lol no pun intended) peeve.  ok so i absolutely hate when people start celebrating christmas before thanksgiving.  don't get me wrong i absolutely love christmas its actually me favorite holiday but i think it is rude and absurd to start celebrating a holiday when there is another one to be celebrated before it.  i know its silly but it still bugs me. thanxgiving is a major holiday too so people should not just look it over and rush to xmas.  i mean i can be reasonable... i understand that people want to put up christmas lights when its still warm but for goodness sakes   don't turn them on!!  but people come on u dont need to go shopping and baking and decorating until after december... its just unnecessary.  lol i am crazy. stores are ridiculous too-they start putting out christmas displays in october for goodness gracias!  it's like that at the end of school too.  u walk into the mall in june and they already have back to school stuff out.  lets not get ahead of ourselves people and enjoy the holidays as they come.  so i apologize if u have to hear me complain all through november but as soon as November 25 comes i will shut up.  i promise  (at least till next year)

luv ya lotz, Kiersti

(to jordan, u deserve the biggest apology... i am sorry u have had to put up with this issue for he past ten years)

i am so happy after hours of fighting with my computer i finally got the picture i wanted in.  isnt it cool!  i love eyes and i love how they are like windows on the soul... its kinda mysterious and seductive.  thats always the first thing i notice about people... their eyes.  dont worry if u have pretty eyes i dont have a crush on u its just the first thing i notice.  people think that only green and blue eyes can be pretty but i think brown eyes can be beautiful too.  they have so much depth to them.  eyes can tell u if sumone is happy, sad, angry, lost, desperate, excited, confused, or in love.  i love that and no other part of the body is that way.  i am probably the only person to ever note in detail how much and why i love eyes.  oh well i cant help being quirky :-)  I have green eyes and that's probably the only thing i like about myself.... now if only i could find a guy to like those eyes... haha ya right! well i am cold as usual so i am goin to scurry (wow did i just say scurry?  someone please help me! lol)

Tootles, Kiersti

this week has been different.  i am kinda just moving along in life not really happy or sad.  its weird how i am more than just friends with a bunch of people yet not best friends (with a couple exceptions) and its in this weird stage where i am learning more about people but not enough to spill my guts. i feel like i am between groups yet unsure of if i should stick close to the old or move on to the new or keep both.  why is life so confusing.  i guess i feel like my old group has changed a lot and yet the new doesnt need anyone new.  i dont feel like a belong anywhere like everyone likes being my friend but doesnt want to be my best friend.  i am not asking for pity or sympathy i am just kinda lost right now.  i wish there was an easy button like on those commercials which would tell u everything u needed to know.  life itself is ok right now its just i dont know what to do emotionally.  its raining like crazy right now and i like it.  washing away and renewing everything.  i think i will go out on the porch and listen to it.

lotz of luvin, Kiersti

well this has been an eventful couple last days.  our foreign exchange student from guatemala came on friday. his name is Daniel and he is so sweet.  he brought us all little gifts from guatemala. i got a bracelet with real turquise.  i felt horrible tho cuz when we went to pick him up it said his flight was delayed so the meighans and us went to get sumthing to eat in the foodcourt.  so we decided to walk around and then mr. meighan joking around was like "hey maybe that's him".  and IT WAS.  he had been wandering aroung for 45 minutes!! his flight was not delayed but on time. goodness goodness. that will be a great first memory of america. lol. so then we went to the very last bit of jordan's football game which was soooooooo cold.  but it was cool to see a lot of gananda peeps there.  then i went to julie's house with lauren and we had hot coacoa.  then i came home and crashed.  then the rest of my weekend was pretty uneventful. last nite jordan had some friends out and that was fun... we watched the interpreter.   daniel left this morning for new york city for the week to stay with friends.  its going to be weird having another guy in the house.  there is enough testosterone as it is!! oh well i think it will be fun and he's a really nice guy.  i never pictured myself having 4 brothers!! lol. well my fingers are goin to fall off... my house is so cold!

brrrrrrrr, Kiersti